Duck! Duck! Goose!!

oops...another time. all of a sudden a surprise has sprung up from the sky. strikes of lightening & rumbling thunder. now, its pouring down rain. what a weird statement. where did that come from? its just what hit my mind. fried. yes, fried.
gotta go. dammit.
later

Hold My Marbles Please

Happy Memorial Day.
i worked today so nothing was special on my agenda. i do have a confession though. either i've fried toooo many brain cells or i really am just beat. on the way home (i drive on auto-pilot so my mind tends to wander) i went through a series of thought processes. i went from the hell i live in to the hell i could still be living with a man who hit me (i can't really call it beating, he just randomly hit me) a bad boy to say the least, to this would be 32 years i would've been married to him to his birthday being about a week away to getting married on my younger sisters birthday (there nipper, does that make you feel better? i said younger sister.) to now i'm married to the totally opposite end of that spectrum (hit me? he can't even muster the get up & go to well, get up & go!) to i need to remember to call nipper for her birthday to don't forget to call nipper when i get home to as soon as i said happy birthday my brain snapped back to reality to sorry nipper, its not your birthday for another month. how crazy was that?
it could be too many kids for too many weekends. it could be work related. it could just be stress related. or not. like i said in the beginning, maybe i've just fried tooo many brain cells.
it was nice to chat with nipper though. she's the most fun of the bunch. i told her i'd send her a link to me but i wanted to talk about her first.
now, i gotta go. i'm going to bed early tonight & right now the shower is calling my name...
later

Tagged

hello all. sorry i haven't been around much but i've been thinking about the tag. ML i actually had to lose the axe. it kept cutting my sheets & i really like my sheets but i have collected gunny sacks for the body, shhh. Mad Becca, please don't hide my tape! i think i'd lose my mind if i didn't have it.
now, on to my 6 things....
1. i'm a closet smoker. i'm ashamed of the habit so i don't let just anyone see me do it & you'll never find a picture of me with a cigarette. its one rule i have.
2. i can totally take a car apart & put it back together. i worked for gm & studied everything there was about building cars. including putting the motor together.
3. i can cry on command. go figure?
4. my birth name is the same as one of Elvis Presleys' loves. i believe god meant me to be with him but he met her first.
5. i love to sleep. mostly because i can pretend my life is different in my dreams.
6. i'm so tender-hearted that my feelings are easily hurt but i don't let people know (cos i'm tough like that....NOT)
so, i'll tag 4 people but i'm not sure they read me or will ever know..
yvonne @ joy unexpected, osbasso @ views from the back row, leandra @ the knot has been tied, brian @ befrank...
later.

I'm Dumbfounded

lil sis has been around this weekend. she lost a good friend in a very bad highway accident. he was on a motorcycle, lost control & was thrown into traffic. stories tell that a dumptruck was involved & at least 3 other vehicles. the lay out was today & funeral tomorrow. i'm told they're having a closed casket ceremony. i'm told that was for the best. i'm told he was found in 3 different pieces. i don't need to be told anymore. do you?
i can't believe the graphics that come into my head.
why won't bikers wear protection? thats why they make that shit.
now i have to go to bed.
goodnight all.