Pump It Real Good

before you fuss, let me tell you, i know......i know!!!
i should be a doctor. especially with 'web md' at my disposal. (damn, that spelling just doesn't look right) diagnosing oneself is not really what that site is all about but when its there & your symptoms match, you have to know that its time to get your ass to a doctor & let him tell you 'yes, i think we caught it in time'. cos this. this is one i want caught in time.
i don't want to freak anyone out. especially myself but lately i've been having the weirdest feeling in my chest. right in the center, above my breast. like a tightening. every now & then & it only last for a few seconds. then its gone. sometimes it happens pretty often. sometimes i don't feel it all day long. this has been going on for about 5 days now. when i'm walking or exercising i don't feel it. i only feel it when i'm sitting & not doing anything strenuous. thats the only thing that makes me question my diagnosis. to share with you & by now i know you've come to the same conclusion that it may be my body getting ready to have a heart attack. i'm thinking maybe a clogged artery that is constricting when it realizes its not getting enough blood
through it. the only thing i can't figure out is why it isn't doing it all the time. seems like if it was overworking it would always be overworking. once you feel it seems like you would always feel it. anyone out there that has a better diagnosis than me? other than getting my ass to a doctor & find out for sure? cos i sure can't afford a heart attack right now but then i can't afford to go to the doctor if its just some stupid heartburn thingy. course, when will i be able to afford a heart attack? guess i need to mark that completely off the list cos in my world i will never be able to afford anything that luxurious. just joking. i know its not anything to mess with. i've read up on it & i'm praying it just goes away. i'm also staying on the alert for any tingling or light headedness that may accompany the constricting. so far i have no other symptoms. i'll keep you updated. as for my condition tonight. i haven't felt anything since i got home from work. it happened off & on all day at work today. which might be a good thing cos i work right across the street from a hospital zone. theres like 5 within walking distance. if i'm gonna seize that is probably the best place to do it.
on the other hand if i'd quit doing the breast exercises maybe it'll all go away.
later.