Boring

i hate being alone. even when he talks to me i'm still alone. he never says anything new. he recounts his day to me as soon as i walk in. it takes about 35 to 40 minutes. the rest of the night is spent repeating everything he said in the first hour i walked in the door. and everyday is the same old shit. he does the same thing everyday. day in & day out.
i want a new life. one that won't make me sick one that won't make me crash my car or make me feel three feet thick i want a new life one that won't hurt my head one that won't make my mouth too dry or make my eyes too red one that won't make me nervous wondering what to do one that won't make me feel like I feel when I'm with you when I'm alone with you i want a new life one that won't go away one that won't keep me up all night one that won't make me sleep all day i want a new life one that does what it should one that won't make me feel too bad one that won't make me feel too good i want a new life one with no doubt one that won't make me talk too much or make my face break out.
blah, blah, blah
later,
lil tater.